Sunday, January 24, 2010

Time keeps on ticking...

It has been a long time since I updated this but I have hope that I can preserve a few of the unique feelings that come from a first pregnancy.

I've known that we were having a boy since the beginning, those initial moments I knew that we would would have a blue bundle, so when we found out at 19 weeks that it was indeed a boy I was not surprised at all, and curiously enough there was no difference in my connection to my growing belly, you were no different in my mind. What changed is the growing reality of the family we were creating, and how I wanted it to be, more natural, closer to the childhood I had in the country. So now my mind turns often to moving and preparing for a kind of life I am envisioning for my children. It will take time and be simpler but in my mind is so dreamy.

On another note it is a short three months our duo will become a trio. I am calmer than I ever thought I would be and am quietly enjoying the pokes and prods of our little boy.